how real is His sacrifice to you? how real is the pain of eternal suffering to you? how real is His sovereignty to you? how real is the entirety of love to you? how real is heaven to you? how real is hell to you? how real is God to you?

it should shake you to your bones when you think about the reality of God and everything that comes with it, like heaven and hell, blessings and sufferings, things that happen not through coincidence but because God is sovereign. faith will be tested, and your loyalty to whatever will be shown to you. who/what is your master? will you persevere towards God or just casually “come back” to it later? because im sure what we resist in order to persevere now will be much more different to situations in the future. how am i sure? bible. whether the end of times is near or not, we’re definitely not gettin any closer to the beginning of time when God said it was good. it’s just gonna get harder, including money situations, proclaiming God’s name, morality of people, etc.

wide is the road to destruction, while the other is narrow. just how narrow? in the end it doesn’t matter. take no chances. examine the self to see where youre at. we dont need answers to all the questions in the world. if the faith i proclaim to have is real, i will trust my Father with his promises and keep it at that. because times, good and bad, will come, and it will change you, good or bad. your choice. dont be complainin or blamin others about what comes. but one thing remains. the only constant, i believe. the one who is true. the one who’s unconditional. yea you know who im talkin about. and you know where this is going. no need to say more. if you have an ear, hear. 

im done. maybe. maybe not.

we find God everywhere

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This is the end

No where else to turn or hide

With all our sins exposed

Did you really think

That this life would be wasted

On selfish gain or satisfaction

Whatever it takes

Do whatever it takes

Whatever it takes to see us, now.

I don’t know about you

But I know theres something more

Worth living for

But we don’t have much time

Till we realize

We’re at the end of the line

Whatever it takes

Do whatever it takes

We’ve got to do whatever it takes to see us, now

These lies are in disguise

All around

Don’t fall

undeserving, but we are given grace by God. imagine life without it. really. imagine it. 

but don’t use it as an excuse to sin.

“For certain persons have crept in unnoticed, those who were long beforehand marked out for this condemnation, ungodly persons who turn the grace of our God into licentiousness and deny our only Master and Lord, Jesus Christ.”  Jude 1: 4

Jesus, I’m ready to come home…

oy… ㅅㅅㅅㅅㅅㅅㅅㅅ ㅂ ㅏㄹ

air that is solid?

constantly been poppin up here and there…. the question, “are you sure you’re saved?”

then random thoughts.

don’t pull any superficial crap. the truth has been set before you. realize the gravity of the situation. time isn’t on your side. heaven is real. hell is real. more importantly, God is real. which means missing out this godly love… i don’t even want to imagine. get up. when will you realize that the degrees that you hold, the title you claim, the money you make wont matter a dam thing in the future? you can’t sacrifice your studies, job, personal time? even for a minute? when God willingly gave us Jesus? you fear of what might happen in the future. you want to take control, which is why you work so hard and study so hard to earn those dollars. but that’ll just grow the fear. to get rid of the fear, let go of everything! grow some balls and use the faith you claim to have. test yourself. trust God with your life. He conquered all. 

“this Man, delivered over by the predetermined plan and foreknowledge of God, you nailed to a cross by the hands of godless men and put Him to death. But God raised Him up again, putting an end to the agony of death, since it was impossible for Him to be held in its power. For David says of Him, ‘I SAW THE LORD ALWAYS IN MY PRESENCE; FOR HE IS AT MY RIGHT HAND, SO THAT I WILL NOT BE SHAKEN.”

Acts 2: 23-25

AMEN. men.

The evangelists today are very often prepared to be anything to anybody as long as they can get somebody to the altar for something. They glibly call out: ‘Who wants help? Who wants more power? who wants a closer walk with God?’ Such a sinning, repenting “easy believeism” dishonors the blood and prostitutes the altar. We must alter the altar, for the altar is a place to die on. Let those who will not pay this price leave it alone!
Why Revival Tarries, Leonard Ravenhill

ONLY because of Your love, i’ll try to be patient…